you make me wanna

cant let go/

2006-09-19T05:46:00.000-07:00

For all the years that Ive known you baby
I cant figure out the reason why lately
youve been acting so cold (didnt you say)
if theres a problem we should work it out
so why you giving me the cold shoulder now
like you dont want to talk to me girl (tell me)
okay I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)
but why you making this thing drag on so long (I wanna know)
Im sick and tired of this silly game
don’t think that Im the only one here to blame
its not me whos been going round slamming doors
Thats when you turned and said to me
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong
I just dont love you no more
Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, youre gone, my fault, Im sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now its too late to turn it around
Im sorry for the tears Ive made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just dont love you no more
I know that Ive made a few mistakes
but never thought things would turn out this way
doesnt make sense to me now that youre gone (I see it all so clearly)
me at the door with you in a state
giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
Thats when you turned and said to me
I dont care babe whos right or wrong
I just dont love you no more
Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, youre gone, my fault, Im sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now its too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears Ive made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just dont love you no more
Those simple words hit so hard
they turned my whole world upside down
girl you caught me completely off guard
on that night you said to me
I just dont love you no more
Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, youre gone, my fault, Im sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now its too late to turn it around
Im sorry for the tears Ive made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more
got this from venecia ((:
nice song. ><
how i wish you told me that.
baby i love you no more.

((:

2006-09-18T04:12:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIMIN!
that must be ur BIGGEST card. ((:
thanks to ME & edi bah!
((: well. my two fav seniors! (^oo^)
loves. <333
well handed in proposal.
nid edit >,<
BUTTT!!!!
lalalala.
-gonna mugmugmug-
got a new phone! YAY!
X)
lalala. watched soccer match!
((: cool match! (:
jiayou sec twoS! loves! ((:

girls guide!

2006-09-14T03:01:00.000-07:00

1. Guys hate sluts.
2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases
guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're
gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it
all and makes it up as he goes.
3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before t
hey go to sleep,they always think about the girl they truly care about.
5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
7. Guys hate it when you talk about your
ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin
for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-
how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
11. Guys get jealous easily.
12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..
uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong
and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
14. Guys are good
flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents.
So they come up withideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are alwayshungry so they end up asking
the parents for money anyway.
16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
17. Guys are very open about themselves.
18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him.
But don't let him wait too long.
19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks
help from about his problems with you may end up
being admired by your boyfriend.
20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just
needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice
21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes
you is when he teases >you.
22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
23. Guys will brag about anything
24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls.
We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.
25. Guys think WAY too much.
One small thing a girl does,even if she doesn't notice it
can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys.
Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused,
then we're all confused.
27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting,
but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
28.Try to be as straightforward as possible.
29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's
too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.
30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl,
he will think about it for the next couple days or until the
next time he spends time with the girl.
31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs,
personality is key.
32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance
books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
33. Guys worry about the thin line between being
compassionate and being whipped.
34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's
probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl,
he really is. Guys rarely say that.
36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone,
he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
37. Guys don't really have final decisions
38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is
never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's
probably jealous and likes you.
40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a
second, he's definitely thinking something.
41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup,
wear perfume.Just not too much.
46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more
48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have
unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing
but somehow are drawn even more to them.
49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to
read a girl'smind for a day.
50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own.
He's just too stubborn to admit it
51. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass.
does that apply to you too?
you just cant let go of her.
admit it.
our love in the house. [:

mirodin!

2006-09-12T03:04:00.000-07:00

LOOK!
kieth are u LOOKING!?
stop playin dota. [:
do proposals lah! ><
stupid msn screw ytd!
lalalala.
i m happy!
LET'S GROW OLD TOGETHER!
WEDDING BELLS RING!~

awww.

2006-09-10T00:47:00.000-07:00

i miss felicia
i miss sheena
i miss megan
i miss cherine
i miss terie
i miss jiaying
i miss venecia
i miss anna&kaiying
i miss 2d. ):
cuz dis small lil break.
i didn go out wif dem at all. ):
was lookin at the videos.
pictures.
all of us grew.
and soon.
it s end of the year.
sometimes when u have someting.
u take it for granted.
now tt s it s comin to an end.
i cant bear to leave.
i hope chalet will be a BLAST. ((:
PLEASE.
remember to hand in 8bucks. <333

there's no easier way to say goodbye

2006-09-09T20:27:00.000-07:00

so much for care.
what's care?
it s showing concern for ppl without being ask to.
thanks for telling me.
only boyfriend can show care to me.
thanks alot.

woah!

2006-09-09T04:53:00.000-07:00

orange post!
mugmugmug(:
((:
i dunno y but i feel happy today!
<3
heehee.
shanghai video s OUT~
go youtube seach anglican 2d shanghai!
although times spend is onli 9 days together.
the memories are priceless.
although dere s alot of pictures.
but the most precious ones are all in our brain.
yihao's lameness.
edmund's gayness.
eugene's dermerits
felicia's bunny
sheena's enthuness
annia's no-demerits attitude
mine maiyetang craze
megan's BRAND shopping.
cherine's BARGAIN
jesslin&yuenlam's lateness
jiaying's smiles
terie's WEIRD theories
jonathan's singing
shifu's heckcare-attitude
samuel's weird laughter
zhengwei's bubblegums
george's phonecalls
our beloved bus where we get HIGH at night.
and slp/doze/drool in the morning.
and the AWWW OHHH AHHH tt happens at night.
scary movie.
soccer.
journals.
scary hotel in hangzhou where we SCREAM
wuzhen maiyetang YUMYUM
suzhou s temple where we threw alot of coins
shanghai zhuyuan and the other classes ppl.
plus pear carrot chorophyll ((:
all these all add to our fun.
even though it might be our last year.
it s an ending to lower sec but a beginning in upper sec.
no matter where we go.
the memories ll held us all together.
1d05 2d06.
all the troubles we gone through.
all the difficulties tt we face.
everyting everyone plays a part.
it s our last term soon.
so let give it our all.
have fun have joy.
and mug hard.
to all those who went to shanghai.
thanks for all the lovely memories.
and those goin at the end of year
JIAYOU and grab alll the moment s together.
even though dere are disagreements.
i believe all of us ll remember the trip for life.
shanghai golden ball.
friends tt bonded more in the trip.
speed shoppings.
i love you all~

thoughts.

2006-09-08T07:22:00.000-07:00

i waited i waited i waited.
aimlessly.
i let go.
what a girl wants?
it isn just what you tink it is.
think.
if u tink u kw me.
tink again.
if u tink u care.
tink again.
you dun.
dun bother.
dun bother to tok to me.
cuz nothing would be the same again.
i deceive myself.
I LOVE HUILING!<3333

((:

2006-09-08T05:27:00.000-07:00

i will update the squad blog and web SOON!
(: loves.
huiling!
pass me the pictures of rockclimbing!
and outing.
i no more of dem.
YAY.
rock climbling was a BLAST.
except for some not tt good instructors.
i m gonna finish my video! (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENBUTT!
070891
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JJ!
080990

HP opening!

2006-09-05T18:20:00.000-07:00

i got a NEW comp set.
SO COOL.
MIRODIN!
we re OUTSTANDING ORANGE!
keith ME khoonhan rachel seehui!
we re a GROUP now!
GROUP1 ((:
yin yang flute. ><
how to make.
alamak! ((:
poor huiling and wanling.
sad for u guys. ):
our advisors are :
CLARICE the cockroach ><
wenbin the BUTT.
jacintha the HALAL. ><
and finally...
YEO wadzup! (:
we gonna RAWK eh ((:
i still tink TAGOTA is a nice name.
>< but MIRODIN not tt bad bah.
iodine~
((:
<33 dis yr v diff huh!
heritage trail was COOL.
yaya and junhao was our facilitator! ((:
nicey YAYA ((:
oh well.
it s FUN FUN FUN.
except for the freaking HOT weather.
YAY!
we re goin ROCK CLIMBLING on fri ((:
sq outing!
wahahaha!

movie marathon!!!

2006-09-03T17:34:00.000-07:00

wahahahhaa.
we having movie marathon at lyk. 8 AM!??
poor germaine.
her poor house.
is bein raided by US!
yay yay and i ve seized her laptop to BLOG!
sieggy is beside me
waiting to blog.
i shalln let her!
muahahahah!
ytd bgi.
stupid.
sat dere.
AA -ing.we were in the middle of the stadium in the MIDDLE row. ((:
yayayayayayaya.
i m gonna change my skin. i dun care
tmr hafin heritage trail.
EEKS ><
jeans wif jab tee. alamak.
oh well.
sowe gonna start OUR MOVIE MARATHON.
SKYHIGH!
sieggy is desperate for the laptop!
lols.
i like her laptop!
i m in love with a SILVERY HEELS.
><
i want i want i want.
i haf forgotten tt kinda of feeling in love.
so im just gonna be HAPPY gina ((:

((:

2006-09-01T05:28:00.000-07:00

I CANT STAND MY SKIN ><
never blog.
won be bloggin for longg ((:
no time.
nid mug realli hard.
sort of disappointed wif my marks.
but who cares.
i didn put in any effort.
>< comp spoiled. lalala. <33 everyone who tag. thanks. ((:
well. today had a SHOPPING SPREE.
happy me (:
i just <3><
i aint ur toy.
for you ppl to kick ard.
i m ME.
i decide wad i wan.
wad i nid.
i dun nid you.
i dun nid ur care.
i dun nid it.
i nid no one.
materials make me happy.
not u ppl.
i dun care.
just leave me alone.
aft awhile.
u won even kw who m i.

wahahahaha!

2006-08-23T02:52:00.000-07:00

View Add Favorite

video of welfare.
thanks darlings ((:
for makin council FUN FUN FUN.
(:
hope no matter wad.
we re still together forever huh ((:
loves <3><>hey gan gan. ((:
i lyk take the LEAD (:
oh well.
stop at tanah.
den saw perle who came frm tamps. (:
den so qiao.
waitin for the LONGGGG bus. ><
den vivian and meixuan were on one bus.
den dey alight.
den de glass so dark.
cant see is who
but can see WAVING HANDS! (:
lols.
den dey got down.
wahahaha ((:
happy happy day!
chinese and music tests.
ARGH!

2006-08-22T01:44:00.000-07:00

COOL CD PLAYER!
it s lyk de disc ll ROTATE outside.
without cover! (:
so cool rite!
oh well. i m happy today!
1. i found a new nice skin.
2.i m beginnin to LISTEN in class.
3. i enjoy today (:
4. i m crap.
OH WELL.
GET WELL SHEENA NEO (:
NA1 I MISS U TOO! <3>

we re definitely

2006-08-21T03:10:00.000-07:00

i m happy today.
cause:
1.today dun haf maths
2. tt's INLINE SKATING.
3.i m just happy.
one tests done and 1012923929more to go! (:
no eng!
YES!
history chi engoral chioral!
-prepare-
INLINE SKATING is once again COOL.
with some exception parts.
LALALA.
i m happy.
happy happy happy gina!
"YOU RE SPECIAL"
tt s wad we learn today in SEL.
very meaningful.
life s with the ticks and crosses.
we shldn try to be others.
cause all of us are SPECIAL (:
we shldn judge ppl wif de stars and dots.
(:
tt s sumting tt i gonna learn and kip in my heart.
cuz i tink it s damn true.
accepting ur friend for who they re is realli impt.
cuz no matter wad they re YOUR friend.
and u shld LOVE them. (:
yupps.
so from now on.
i gonna learn.
to love you for who you are! (:
you won't lose me cuz we re friends forever (:
and i dun wanna lose u too <333

stress.

2006-08-19T18:50:00.000-07:00

stress stress stress .><
so many tests.
not enuff time to study.
and i dun understand.
spend my night crying.
cuz i felt so helpless.
and i dunno wad to do!
):
it s no point cryin but yar.
i nid HELP.
i am tired.
everyone seem stress.
haish.
geo history eng chi music oral initiation.
tt s for tmr.
den got compo coming.
haish.
lalalala.
left sunday to study.
sat gt 2.4 and zone presentation.
rot my day away.
oh well.
gonna update for sq blog.
BYEBYE!

you make me wanna

2006-08-16T04:35:00.000-07:00

i just want to hear.
that 3 words from you.
but i tink there aint gonna be a chance.
it s time to wake up.
from MY fairytale.
I HATE MY PMS-ING PHONE.
SCREWED IT.

squadtwojiayou!

2006-08-14T03:22:00.000-07:00

squadtwo jiayou o! ((:
so ke ai de juniors.
deir boots so shiny.
-look at mine-
*sighs*
wahahaha ((:
deir pumping also diff frm us.
alamak.
><
ours easier.
SQUADTWOO JIAYOU <3
bie fang qi huh!
((:
well today s class s NICE.
health check. ><
the nurse was lyk "wad does girls lyk to do"
she s expectin sum exercises lyk runnin or stuff.
den i said straight away.
"SHOPPING"
shoppin s kind of an exercise too.
-nods-
oh well.
i m entertainin myself here.
lalalala.
i tink JONATHAN GOH QI XIANG is my JINX.
tt stupid pok.
he move beside me less than 3 hrs.
and got me kick off to elsewhere.
stupid.
was suppose to join table..
den joined wif him.
den he kukupok.
trade wif yh.
MUST AS WELL U MOVE DERE RITE.
den yh came to kope my seat.
GREAT.
u two re POKS.
great luck feli (:
best wishes sitting dere. ><
i got VENECIA to sit wif ME.
nicenice.
FOOD!MIRROR!FUN! wahahaha!
i slept in eng.
den ms khoo came and wake me.
-shocked tio-
><
oh well.
INLINE SKATING IS COOL POK!

eventful ((:

2006-08-12T20:47:00.000-07:00

busy busy busy!
replies to tags ((:
eh. vivian sheena and tricia can tag ur link again?
sry!
the rest thanks for taggin! (:
wahahahaha.
eventful week.
aft inline skating.
got 2.4km on tue.
running re-run.
last yr 41.
dis yr i tink at the back le bah.
well.
it s cool seeing ppl frm the E classes
and helpin dem write nums.
i m abit screwed on the num.
well.
den haf JAB outing.

spastic the NC5!

sec fours and sec twos
being CRAZY TOGETHER!
look at my magic stick pokin koky!

AMBULANCE CADET

koky and ME ((:

group B and group ?

squadthree spastic girls

all these marks and end to the outing.
including sand.rawchicken.mac.
we went bowling.
den SORRY zhen! ):
i went to fireworks instead.
damn NICE lah.
went home bathe.then went.
wif edi reuben weyjian zhixin and andrew.
damn COOL lah.
so MANY ppl was dere.
><
singaporeans!
but the whole ting lasted quite long.
and it s nice.
realli nice.
although fireworks dun last long.
but they haf their moment of glory in the sky.
the heart shape one was damn COOL lah. ((:
love it ;)
den went marina sq.
walk ard.
got a DAMN COOL shop.
><
well den saw chimmeng and hari.
ate supper den went home lyk 12 plus.
den nxt day.
wake lyk 1230.
den meetin at 1?
den in the end.
went bugis wif reuben and zhixin.
dey waited for ME.
sorry! (:
must say dis again.
i was for the THEME of national day.
i wearin RED and WHITE.
so nice lah. ><
oh well.
den bought andrew's gift.
den go BBQ.
cool.
den went home lyk 11 12 also.
den nxt day go ben s hse.
so practically everday was PLAYING.
den go sch.
CCA.
den sat got flag day.
><
dere re KIND souls.
and some NOT-SO-KIND souls lah. ><
-changed skin-
oh well. tada!

piggs.

2006-08-07T02:54:00.000-07:00

wahahaha.
><
i m bored.
X 1000.
and BROKE.
squadthree.
PAY ME MONEY.
if not i haunt u ppl to DEATH.
tmr so early wake up.
to collect _____
and to meet for breakfast.
><
-faints-
tink i nid wake up at 5?!
CAN U IMAGINE IT.
FIVE! 5!
i m gonna slp at nine today.
dun sms me aft 9.
i in oink-land.
find me dere.
((:
wahahaha.
i m damn bored lah.
tt s y today s post so sian.
><
INLINE SKATING IS COOL.
hey gan gan gan gan~
i love my newly created song. ((:
just-so-awesome.
lalalala.
BLADDING IS AWESOME. ((:
loves <333

new home.

2006-08-05T00:18:00.000-07:00

you make me wanna love (:
my new URL.
it s time for a change huh.
changes make life more interesting.
lalala.
i tink i v lazy.
nv go tag ppl.
so i gonna go tag ppl.
or i try to tag. ><
i dun wan to rely on you.
i dun wan.
you dun need me.
our pact is just an excuse.
you wont understand the insecurity i feel.
you never will.
you never do.
behind every happy faces
there're sad faces.
i tink we nid to cool it.